Another night and even though there maybe a lot left, I can't seem to bother anymore. There's one point beyond which I can't seem to go. And thats when I have to stop and sitback. I'm left with the last crystals of thoughts that seem to have faded with each passing day. Catching up with happy memories. Letting the smiles come through and the demons the past buried return. Each one trying to overpower the other. Free floating through a million thoughts, feeling overpoweringly happy and intensely pointless intermittently. Scared, haunted, happy and delirious.