Saturday, April 29, 2006

"shelter from the storm"- dylan

a year past. a lot of things found and a lot of things lost. a lot of shiny new feelings and reflections of the self in different shades of light, dark and blue. a few days back i hit the realisation that time was speeding past silently. i lost myself, wondering what will happen to us. fearing the storm that promises to make the sea a monster. but promises too, to make it the worthiest sail of all.

somehow i just can't communicate the senses that form the lumps in my throat. if you'd ask me, i'd say "nothing"....

lets hope the lumps just ev
aporate!

shelter in song...

Sunday, April 16, 2006

its a 4 day weekend we're not celebrating. eggjams be damned! not too many thoughts to distill off my head right now, the heat be cursed!

foul mood prevails and catastrophic thinking spirals* eat up brain cells.... sorry, pathetic unintended rhyme.

a pretty rough week up ahead, with all possible class tests and group project final presentation. the latter i know nought of. seeking refuge in song, right now winamp plays tangled up in blue.

been watching parts of dil chahta hai to offload the heaviness that has set into the night. tanhayee i think is a classic. it be intensely angsty and thus be liked.

shubho noboborsho to all! may the year bring much joy and happiness!
.........
alter ego proceeds to ponder over lost beliefs. thoughts that gave hope and made days brighter...

*an expression i picked up from another blog, i think we both suffer from the same ailment- catastrophic thinking spirals

Monday, April 10, 2006

3 weeks until the end of the month. summers and final year are all that shall be left of college life. a two month internship in maximum city (no, i haven't read the book). a place i like to romanticise about.

i've found a new song to fall in love with. i've been traversing cyberspace and reading eloquent eloquent blogs. thanks to one post i fell in love with a favourite u2 no. all over again. another one lead me to discover joni mitchell to her unfathomable depths.

in village news, western vocals was a debacle. our guitarist had apparently on some previous occasion tried to win the attention of the pretty young lady who was also the judge. obviously she did let us know what she felt about the attention.

the soc-cult gc scene is set to travel into interesting times. rk are seemingly within range of netting a golden gc, with everyone obviously trying hard to prevent that from happening. (read: the hall running in for 2nd place benefits and incites more chaos ;), they call it poltu in the village )

state of mind is pretty weird at times. the thoughts have voracious appetites and eat up the brain matter often. fears and worries. shadows haunting the empty corridors of a blank mind. its difficult not to think. the music helps at times. theres always a song for every mood, every feeling, every colour. someone teach me how to encode songs on a blog?

exam weeks up ahead... hopefull they'll drive me frust enough to post with a little more frequency.

i also realized, that other than the regulars (ofcourse, i'm making a big assumption here that there are still people left who read the blog), there are some visitors who've never commented. hi! :) to you. why not leave a comment this time round?